In love with love

Have been trying to figure out of late, what actually is this love all about. The unconditional love that we talk abt. The love for which or for whom you start doing almost any damn thing. The love which so madly drives one crazy.This intoxicating thing called love is no less than any madness.You suddenly start doing things that you never had imagined to be doing. Life seems so beautiful.

"Loving you is like
wearing my favourite cozy sweater
sitting quiet in a chair
listening to raindrops
watching the fire
its a clam reality"


You sleep with their thoughts, u get up with their thoughts and the whole day u keep dancing in the wonderland of their thoughts again.


"I lie awake thinking of you
trying to sleep
I dont want to end these thoughts of you
But, tommorrow will come
and I'll awake in your arms
thinking first of you
And I'll wish that I could spend all day wearing your arms around me."


U start liking everything that they like.You slowly become bitterly sweet...wisely fool...sanely insane...insensibily sensible...intelligently dumb.

"I love...
Well, a lot of things.
I dont love, however,
a lot of people.
But I just love you
More than anything!"


No matter how much you have fun with your other friends, u still want to be with them.Then you slowly break away from the rest of the world...loose contacts with almost all your friends. Their very presence makes you feel that your world is with you....and the moment they go, u feel as though your life has left
you.You rejoice in their celebrations, and somber when they are down.With all the follies in them, you still find them to be the perfect one for yourself.
You become so possessive as though you own them.....yes somethng like your parents, whom u own, no matter whatever you tell them, however you tell them, they still love you and you still love them....on the similar lines, this love that I am talking about tries to take the shape of a possessive love, because you feel you have an authority over the person you love.But sometimes due to all this possessiveness, expectations, and the need to be there with you every moment, your love becomes demanding, you love the person so very much that you might even start feeling insecure...but is this actually the unconditional love that I am talking about,because if it is unconditional then why do these expectations, these possessiveness and these insecurities....?We are never insecure for Mom and dad, are we?
ahhh....is this really love or somethng else???


"French kiss the morning
I want to lay down in a bed of roses
I just close my eyes
trying hard to capture the moments....paste them all in an album of memories."


May be this so called love turns into a lovely ego....yes, probably its an ego.....ego in the sense that u want to make ur love work out at any cost, even if u break up, u still want them, may be not for the superficial love that u think u have but just this ego that constantly keeps hitting at the back of your mind. U just dont want to take them off your mind not because they are not
getting out, but may be because u dont want to get them out of your head. Of perhaps you are just in love with the idea of love.
So does that mean that love makes your stubborn and adamant?
Is this called falling in love?Nope I dont think so.....may be, one just needs to rise in love and not fall in love...:)
And may be....
....."Love is not about finding the right person, but creating the right relationship..Its not about how much love u HAVE in the BEGINNING, but how much love u BUILD in the END..."