At the present moment,
I want to slap someone
I want to scream aloud
I want to pull off my hair
I want to booze till I am half dead
I want to dance all night long
I just want to go crazy and mad
.....I guess thats all I want to do today....nothing more than this else u guys will think I have gone insane...nope I have not...I am in my complete senses!...:)
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Friday, December 16, 2005
Life goes on...!!!
PART-III
Lost, as this year erodes past events into nothingness. Sometimes I cannot tell, blindly reciting facts of things that happened to me which might or might not be true. Searching for any light in the eternal midnight that cloaks a heart binded up with umpteen thoughts. I fumble through my emotions trying to understand what was story.
Lost, as this year erodes past events into nothingness. Sometimes I cannot tell, blindly reciting facts of things that happened to me which might or might not be true. Searching for any light in the eternal midnight that cloaks a heart binded up with umpteen thoughts. I fumble through my emotions trying to understand what was story.
Monday, December 05, 2005
Frozen thoughts....now melting!
1) I know that you believe that you understand what you think I said, but I am not sure you realise that what you heard is not what I meant.
2) If everything is going exactly to the plan, something somewhere is going massively wrong.
3) Dates in a calendar are closer than they appear to be.
4) All the world is a mask.
5) How would life live if death wouldn't die?
6) Nothing is permanent abt life, not even life itself.
7) Most good judgement comes from experience. Most experience comes from bad judgement.
8) I talk to myself because I like dealing with a better class of people.
9) Keep smiling...it makes people wonder what u r upto.
10) love is said to be blind....thank god i have glasses.
11) If I am asked why I love him, I feel it can only be explained by replying: "Because it is he; because it is me".
12) All I want is everything.
13) If only life was not such an unsloved mystery.
14) Somewhere in the depths of my heart are the answers that my conscious mind cannot reach.
2) If everything is going exactly to the plan, something somewhere is going massively wrong.
3) Dates in a calendar are closer than they appear to be.
4) All the world is a mask.
5) How would life live if death wouldn't die?
6) Nothing is permanent abt life, not even life itself.
7) Most good judgement comes from experience. Most experience comes from bad judgement.
8) I talk to myself because I like dealing with a better class of people.
9) Keep smiling...it makes people wonder what u r upto.
10) love is said to be blind....thank god i have glasses.
11) If I am asked why I love him, I feel it can only be explained by replying: "Because it is he; because it is me".
12) All I want is everything.
13) If only life was not such an unsloved mystery.
14) Somewhere in the depths of my heart are the answers that my conscious mind cannot reach.
Friday, November 11, 2005
Life goes on...!!!
PART-I
They say experience is the best teacher. U make mistakes, u learn. But wat if u still continue doing the same mistake.Every time something happens in life , I make mistakes and then I feel wow! now I have acquired enough of experience and that I'll be able to get along well in any worst situation ahead...I move along with life., The next time something happens, I commit the same mistake again and tell myself, "No Rashi, u need to be careful, dont do the same thing again" and again I do it...haha...seems like this has become more of a habbit now.
PART-II
I meet people...strangers they are to me...and then they become acquintances....then may be slowly they come under my circle of friends and then all of sudden they again become strangers for reasons that I myself fail to comprehend. It has been such that, I never needed much time to click with somebody, nor did I ever gave it a thought that Mr. X has to be my friend and Mr. Y is not. It was just that Mr. X and I clicked and Mr. Y and I did not. It was never a forced effort to make friends. But lately, I am unconciuosly restricting myself from making friends....most of the new people i meet just remain as strangers or at the best, they reach the status of acquintances.The only three reasons I see to this are that:
One, there are lot many people around me and as I said above experience, I have come across a lot of them with the same old tastes, same old behaviour, same old jokes, same old chats...most of the people I meet will have have the few most common things to ask like- "so wats up?", "How are things at ur end", How is work coming along", "How was weekend" and blah blah blah.....not that I dont ask the same questions....but yes, now I do try to avoid them. And if in case u meet a person who u think is a lil. different from the rest, he/she spoils the show the moment he says, "I am different" for probably being different has itself become a cliche now......
Second, I am scared to get close to anyone for the fear of loosing them. I get close to people, share my joys, share my sorrows and then when I feel, yes now he/she is my good friend, they leave your life...the reason may be any family, career or even a fight.
Third, if I like someone, he/she doesnt like me and if he/she likes me I dont like him/her.
But ultimately people come and go....change your life in their own small way, teach you different things, u experience life, cherish some moments and sometimes may even want to undo some others.....changes keep coming your way and change becomes the only thing constant in life.
They say experience is the best teacher. U make mistakes, u learn. But wat if u still continue doing the same mistake.Every time something happens in life , I make mistakes and then I feel wow! now I have acquired enough of experience and that I'll be able to get along well in any worst situation ahead...I move along with life., The next time something happens, I commit the same mistake again and tell myself, "No Rashi, u need to be careful, dont do the same thing again" and again I do it...haha...seems like this has become more of a habbit now.
PART-II
I meet people...strangers they are to me...and then they become acquintances....then may be slowly they come under my circle of friends and then all of sudden they again become strangers for reasons that I myself fail to comprehend. It has been such that, I never needed much time to click with somebody, nor did I ever gave it a thought that Mr. X has to be my friend and Mr. Y is not. It was just that Mr. X and I clicked and Mr. Y and I did not. It was never a forced effort to make friends. But lately, I am unconciuosly restricting myself from making friends....most of the new people i meet just remain as strangers or at the best, they reach the status of acquintances.The only three reasons I see to this are that:
One, there are lot many people around me and as I said above experience, I have come across a lot of them with the same old tastes, same old behaviour, same old jokes, same old chats...most of the people I meet will have have the few most common things to ask like- "so wats up?", "How are things at ur end", How is work coming along", "How was weekend" and blah blah blah.....not that I dont ask the same questions....but yes, now I do try to avoid them. And if in case u meet a person who u think is a lil. different from the rest, he/she spoils the show the moment he says, "I am different" for probably being different has itself become a cliche now......
Second, I am scared to get close to anyone for the fear of loosing them. I get close to people, share my joys, share my sorrows and then when I feel, yes now he/she is my good friend, they leave your life...the reason may be any family, career or even a fight.
Third, if I like someone, he/she doesnt like me and if he/she likes me I dont like him/her.
But ultimately people come and go....change your life in their own small way, teach you different things, u experience life, cherish some moments and sometimes may even want to undo some others.....changes keep coming your way and change becomes the only thing constant in life.
Monday, November 07, 2005
The first start
Had heard a lot about blogging quite sometime back....may be there was a reason not to start - in fact many reasons for not starting to blog...
letters, words, sentences, paragraphs....I write and I express...
but why,
for whom,
do i need to express
and that too, express it to everyone
nope this is not my cup of tea.
why do i need this at all...is it needed or just not needed at all...
or do i have much better things to do
or am i too busy....
nope nothing at all....
lately I realised this can be a wonderful place to be just with myself...as i had always loved to be with myself and probably now i am starting to find my own company "the best" for there is no other option left...haha
so one fine day I started....
expression is important...be it in any form so I thought to write
but again there was something that held me back...
was it something to do with my writing skills....
Oh yes, I felt I couldn't express in words....
so hung up for long again......
but now am back.....yes I am gonna write....write everything....write my words, write my imagination and write my thoughts, write my screams and write my anger, write my happiness and write my pain, write my dance and write my songs......so now I am set on a ride....lets see how long I go.
letters, words, sentences, paragraphs....I write and I express...
but why,
for whom,
do i need to express
and that too, express it to everyone
nope this is not my cup of tea.
why do i need this at all...is it needed or just not needed at all...
or do i have much better things to do
or am i too busy....
nope nothing at all....
lately I realised this can be a wonderful place to be just with myself...as i had always loved to be with myself and probably now i am starting to find my own company "the best" for there is no other option left...haha
so one fine day I started....
expression is important...be it in any form so I thought to write
but again there was something that held me back...
was it something to do with my writing skills....
Oh yes, I felt I couldn't express in words....
so hung up for long again......
but now am back.....yes I am gonna write....write everything....write my words, write my imagination and write my thoughts, write my screams and write my anger, write my happiness and write my pain, write my dance and write my songs......so now I am set on a ride....lets see how long I go.
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